gambler

Ive been in love thrice,
Its not as easy as throwing the dice..
A game i thought i can very well play, and i ended up with such dismay..
I placed my bet with all i had,
Love trust and nothing bad..
I risk losing my evrything,
Hoping to gain a little something..
So now its a clear, im a losing gambler..
But addicted i am to play this game.. And now i roll the dice again, trying to recoup my loss and gain..

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a poets thing

I love poetry and rhymes
It soothes me in hard times
Expression of my oppression
It has become my obsession
I write lame sappy poetry
For others to feel for me
Im not asking for sympathy
Just sharing my artistry

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A step i cldnt take

I dont want to sound cliche like how the other guys do..

I want to make it different

sending the same message to you..

I know that she's important, but I thought that you were too..

I made the promise to be honest and also to be true..

I cannot lie about liking you and that stopped me from being true..

Yes, this is all wrong and I do agree..

And I believe that its hard and it makes you feel uneasy..

It doesn't have to be that way, and it didn't start off this way

I tried my hardest not to stay

I've tried to put myself in your shoes, tried to walk a mile

But it just didn't make sense to me, not once in all the while..

Its all a lie

U suffer in silence

Its all pretencious

U fake a smile

a lie u deny

U try too hard it breaks u apart

It makes u sad and i feel bad

Im not worthy of anybody

Im not trying to be all sappy

All i want is for you to be happy and find the man u want him to be

If one day im gone, im sorry.

If one day im gone im sorry, well maybe we are not meant to be.

If one day im gone im sorry, maybe god has other plans for me.

So since im still here, i will be very clear, from the very begining im all sincere.

i like you more than just a friend, well i wish i can be your man..

To hold you when you are weak, and to nurse you when you are sick.

To kiss you on the lips and sweep you off your feet.

But if one day im gone, im sorry, just know you will always be in my memory.

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Never felt this sorry

I hurt you not with a sword or dagger,

I break you not with a sledge hammer.

My actions and words are my weapons of choice..

They tear you apart with so much force..

A sin committed thats all i did..

Let me repent for a better deed..

A grief mistake this man had made,

and only you will decide his fate..

All he asked for is your mercy,

as he has never felt this sorry..

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More than friends

Its amazing how to know another

And suddenly how it all come together

Strangers we were and now no longer

Friends? Yes! And maybe more..

You said hello and i said hi,

Well since then its hard to say goodbye

Time goes faster when we are together

And we can never have enough of each other..

Time will tell thus far we go..

I really dont mind taking it slow

As for now im contented, going with the flow..

Honey i miss you just so you know..

Like a lost boy

Like a lost boy full of uncertainties

Stuck at a junction of doubts n risks

Right may not seem right

And left may be the only option left

Like a lost boy navigating through the maze

Trying hard not to show fear from his face

With only instincts to guide him through this phase

Like a lost boy hoping for a hand

To reach out to him and heal his pain

Telling him its alright, experiences; thats all to gain

Like a lost boy i am.

Only Love

There was hope the day before, a ray of light and something more..

There was love i seek to grow, out of that dark grey shadow..

There was a future for us together, and i still believe in us till forever..

For today is the day words dont matter, all required are the actions of the speaker..

I speak of no love, cause i would rather show love..

So hold my hand and hold it tight, for this is the only love that i will fight..

Beauty or Witty?

i can never be the perfect one

bt tat is totally perfect for me.

coz perfect ppl are really scary,

and dey can make u go crazy!

Im not the hunk ur looking for,

Im not the dream guy u want me to be,

Im short and im ugly,

and tats totally fine for me!

If u look deeper den ul see,

there's more to life den juz beauty,

Looks are just temporary,

and dey don last for eternity..

Character and wisdom dats all in me,

and maybe i can be a lil witty,

tat i know will last a century..

Me.

im nt a good guy, bt im neither bad.
im ugly, bt doesnt mean im nt charming.
im shy, bt i still socialise.
im average yet very special.
im dark, bt very bright.
im wise bt nt a genius.
im mysterious nt mystical.
im a fren n i can be ur foe.
im khalid son of muhammad noor.

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